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Stranger Than Truth 2 (Content Warning For Mildly Disturbing Imagery)

This is a continuing excerpt from the play-by-email game Austin After Dark. Part 1 can be found here.

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He seemed pleased, leaning back.

Drawing another implement from the cart, he asked: “Do you remain a maiden?”

It took her overwrought brain a moment or two to make sense of the question.  When his meaning sank in, the shock spread like numbing ice through her soul and body.  She looked up at him now, stunned blue eyes wide in an ashen face.  “You said you didn’t want to hurt me.”

“You misunderstand me,” he responded. “While I will admit you are pleasing to the eye, my interest in you is far from carnal. Please answer the question.”

Her eyes dropped to the utensil in his hand.

There.  At last, a flicker of anger licked though the ice in her chest.  It was the weakest of flames, beset all around by cold fears…but still enough to revive the possibility of courage within her.

His interest may not be carnal, but he intended to use her just the same.  In some capacity, he believed that she or her powers would further his cause in this war.  He thought he would coerce or seduce her into aiding him, maybe even into joining his cause.  Like the Talons, like Bronwen, like Kilarothes.

Like Percyndi, maybe.  A Duke’s daughter could be a valuable addition to Mardmor’s covert army.  Casey wondered if the rest of the missing Fae were of noble birth or influential station as well.

She resisted the urge to tug at her bonds.  She hated how helpless they made her feel, how utterly vulnerable to any assault Mardmor may choose to inflict upon her.

She wasn’t, though, not completely.  She may have been bound, her powers may have been taken from her, but she wasn’t completely helpless.  She was still herself, she still had choices.  She could betray the trusts that had been placed in her or not.  Ultimately that was still up to her.

She forced herself to sit up straight in the hard wooden chair.  She couldn’t do anything about the chalky pallor of her skin or the trembling that still shook her, but damned if she was going to let Mardmor see her cowering in her terror any longer.

“Yes,” she said bluntly, in a voice as steady as she could make it.  “If I understand your meaning, I ‘remain a maiden.'”  She hesitated, then strove for a more conversational tone.  “That was quite an impressive feat, persuading the Red Talons to ally with Prince Bronwen.  No one saw that coming.”

Even as she spoke, she was searching within herself for the elusive portal to Other Memory.  It was possible that accessing the ancestral plane was a separate gift, unrelated to her psionics.  Or that Mardmor didn’t possess knowledge of that particular ability, and so hadn’t thought to block it.  

**Grandpa?**

:: Yes, babygirl.  I’m here. :: At once, her Grandfather’s voice calmed and soothed…

Relief flooded through her.  But a moment later it was tempered by instinctive caution: this could be her grandpa, or it could be another of Mardmor’s deceptions.  Casey resolved to phrase her questions in terms that wouldn’t compromise her allies, just in case.

That was going to make her first request rather tricky.  While she was carefully composing the words, she skipped ahead to her second request.  **Someone told me that time passes differently on your plane.  He said I could spend an hour there, while an instant or a week passed in the physical plane.  I…I don’t know if you can ‘see’ where I am, but I’m probably about to be tortured for information.  If that happens, I’d prefer to be somewhere else for the duration…with you, for instance.”

:: Absolutely, honey. You can come here. I’ll watch after ya’. ::

**Thanks, Grandpa.  I’ll give a holler when I need you.  Probably a really loud one.** A new thought occurred, “or maybe there’s someone in there that has some special knowledge of this war?”

:: The war? With this Goblin King? I dunno, but I’ll check around. ::

She paused, considering his statement.  That makes her first request easier to phrase, whether it’s her grandfather or Mardmor she’s actually talking to.  **I guess you’re up-to-date on my situation.  I need to ask one more thing.  Usi knew my mentor in his youth; maybe he knew his parents or grandparents as well.  I don’t know if…you all…can communicate with one another, but is there any way for you to get a message to him?  To my mentor, I mean, to fill him in on everything I’ve learned about the war since we parted ways.  There’s a good chance I’m not going to survive this, and I’d hate to think it was all for nothing.**

:: No, sweety. We’re all contained within you. We can speak to each other and to you… but never outside of you, unless you allow us to take control. ::

Well, crud.  **Okay.  Thanks, I’ll probably be back in touch very soon.**

She returned her focus to her physical surroundings.

Mardmor was staring at her, brow furrowing. Suddenly, he looked about the room. “Who were you speaking to then?”

She blinked.

Flushed.

“You.  I said it was impressive, the way you managed to ally the Talons and the Vampire Prince.”

“No,” he grew annoyed, “You were speaking to someone in your mind. Who was it?”

“You’ve completely blocked my psionics,” she reminded him, frowning slightly.  “Trust me, if I get them back you’ll be the very first to know.”  Right before your brains start leaking out your ears, she resisted adding aloud.  “Besides, even if my telepathy were working, I can’t read through Sanctuary’s walls.  And there’s nobody in here but you and me.”

He scowled, muttered something. Then cocked his head, “You cannot use your mental powers through the walls?”

She shook her head.  “Something about them blocks me.  Upstairs too.”

“Interesting.” He carried a black box with a silver lid over to the table across from her, setting it down.

Her stomach turned over at the sight of the familiar box.  Did he want to show her Houseman’s head again, or was there something even worse in there this time…?

He opened the box, laying the lid aside. Drawing Houseman’s disembodied head out, he set it atop to the table.

Her mouth twisted in revulsion.  “You’re becoming quite attached to that thing, aren’t you?  I hear they keep better if you boil them down.”

Another item was produced. It was a long black spike, glistening in the dim light, set on a heavy dark wooden base.

“I’ve heard the same,” he answered as he skewered the head atop the black spike, “But then, they’re not generally so conversational after you’ve boiled them.”

“I’ve got a recent acquaintance that would say differe–”  She broke off abruptly as the grotesque trophy started showing signs of life.

A gurgling could be heard, then…

“Aiiiiiiiiiiiiigh!” The head that was Houseman screamed.

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Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

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Wordless Wednesday: Autumn Finery

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In This Case, Fiction Is Stranger Than Truth.

So I’m 18 days into NaBloPoMo and I’m already running out of stuff to post about. I’ve got a stack of half-finished posts in my Drafts folder, all utterly devoid of any entertainment value whatsoever. As in, “Look, I’ve changed the decor in my computer room! Here are pictures!” And, “Dude. I cannot BELIEVE that I let myself run out of dishsoap.”

Gripping stuff, folks.

Steve’s horse Sam caught his leg on something out in the pasture a couple days ago and ripped the hell out of it, but…that’s a one-sentence story, and you do not want to see pictures.

A month or two ago our rooster was killed by a stray dog (that subsequently got the everloving crap beat out of it by Gericault), and this morning I think I heard one of our hens attempting to crow. That was just…odd. But also not something I can fill a whole blog post with.

So much for reality. How about some fiction instead?

Shortly after Elizabeth was born I discovered play-by-email role-playing games. For the non-geeks in the audience, basically you play by first creating a fictional character, and then inserting your character into an ongoing story that is populated by other players’ characters, and guided by a gamemaster. All game moves are executed via email. For me it’s a creative writing exercise and a creative thinking exercise, and it kept my brain oxygenated at a time when my “real” world had shrunk down to changing diapers, breastfeeding and housework.

I’ve played in a bunch of pbem’s over the past ten years, but as my kids got older and my real life got fuller, I let go of all the games but one. Austin After Dark is a World Of Darkness game, run by the incomparably evil Aron Head. It’s populated with vampires and werewolves and Fae, and yes I do realize how nerdy I sound right now.

It’s the writing that appeals to me, and the challenge of dealing with all the bizarre situations that arise in the game. And once, a couple of years ago, my character got into a situation that was so intense, so difficult to play, so freaking SCARY, that it stretched my playing skills to the limit just to stay in the game and keep sending back moves.

You have to understand, in this particular scene I didn’t know any more than my character knew. This wasn’t a situation where I knew everything was going to be okay in the end…this game is HARSH, and characters actually DIE in it, like, ALL THE TIME, and I LOVED my character and did not want her to die.

It was a very long scene, so I’m just going to post the first little bit of it. And then a little bit more every day that I can’t think of anything else to write about.

Okay, so here we go. My character is Casey, a 22-year-old human psionic. She has been captured by Mardmor, the Goblin King, who wants some information from her and has temporarily shut down her powers. Aron directed the scene and played all the other characters that were present here.

One last note: The game is written in present-tense, but I’ve changed it to past-tense here for better flow. I think it reads better that way.

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Casey awakened.

She was seated in a hard wooden chair, her wrists locked to the armrests.

Her telepathic senses remained dulled. She could not sense beyond herself.

Looking about, she saw that she was in a dimly lit room draped in shadow.

Off to her left was a hard wood table. Dark stains colored the wood. Ranching experience told her that those were blood stains. A roll-away cart was positioned a few feet from her right. On it, an assorted number of sharp surgical objects were arranged.

Her stomach lurched at the sight of those gleaming blades.

If her telekinesis were working, she could utilize those as a fine arsenal for attack… but instead, she found herself staring at them…

She had no idea how much pain she was capable of enduring.

But oh, she didn’t want to find out. 

Terror washed through her in cold waves, until she had to clench her teeth shut to keep from sobbing aloud.

“You’re awake,” Mardmor greeted her with a smile, stepping out of the darkness. The shadows moved about him like curtains. “I suppose we should get down to business. Don’t you agree?”

He drew a scalpel from the cart.

Shakes wracked her slender body.  She searched desperately for the anger and defiance that had bolstered her courage earlier, but the sight of that razor-edged blade in Mardmor’s hand drove everything from her mind but the overwhelming fear.

“Please,” she whispered unsteadily.  “I don’t know anything.”

“Casey,” he said earnestly, “I need you to believe two things. Just two. But I *need* you to believe them wholeheartedly.”

He drew close, his face filling her field of vision.

“First, do you believe that it is in within my power to hurt you? To make you suffer such torment as you have never imagined? To make you weep until you have no tears left to offer? To make you beg me for the sweet release of eternal death? Do you?”

She tried to draw enough breath to answer, but her chest seemed paralyzed with terror.  Maybe she’d get lucky and just die from heart failure right then, before the torture began.

Finally she managed to jerk a bit of air into her lungs.  “Yes,” she breathed hoarsely.  “I believe that.”

“Good,” he almost whispered, sounding relieved. “Second – and, Casey, this is very important – do you believe that I do not want to hurt you? Because I don’t. You are a profoundly powerful and intriguing woman. I would much rather share a meal with you than cause you harm. There is much you can teach me, and I dare say, much I can teach you. Why then would I ever desire to inflict upon you pain? So, my dear, do you believe that I do not wish to hurt you?”

His words loosened the crushing grip of terror on her chest just a little, just enough to let her breathe.  “Maybe you don’t,” she whispered low.  “But I believe that you’ll do it anyway.  Because I have nothing useful to tell you.”

“I…” He shook his head, “I am sorry to hear you say that.”

In a flash, he slashed down with the scalpel with tremendous force!

Casey jumped, startled by the sudden action.

The blade is plunged deep into the arm of the chair, mere millimeters from her own flesh.

She pulled reflexively away from the blow, but her arm was held tightly in place.  A short whimper escaped her throat before she could choke it back. 

“It would take nothing but the will to do so, Casey. Pain and torment. They can be provided with little effort. Do you believe me? Do you believe that I do not want to hurt you?!?!”

She huddled motionless in the chair, head bowed, heart pounding thunderously against her ribs.

And then a window of clarity opened in her mind.  She was still terrified, but her capacity for rational thought slipped back in through the haze of fear, offering her a wider perspective beyond Mardmor’s blades and the threat of unimaginable pain.

The Goblin King…the master puppeteer pulling the strings of the Talons, the Vampire Prince, presumably even Kilarothes himself…was offering to sit down with her for a little friendly conversation.

It was conceivable that she may yet escape this dungeon.  What if she were to bring with her information that could change the course of this war?

What if this, right now, was her opportunity to find a chink in the enemy’s armor?

Slowly, slowly, her hands unclenched on the chair’s arms.  She drew a deep breath into her lungs, tried to calm the trembling.

She didn’t quite look at him. “What do you want to know?”

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Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

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Hey, Look Over There! Something Shiny!

I don’t think I have anything to say today.

But let me direct your attention to some other folks’ posts that are worth a look:

True Story…Or Not.

I may give this a shot.

Book Guy

PS. The spider sold for $15,000 on eBay.

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It’s A PLAYSET.

Friday I picked up the kids from school and we headed down to Temec to see Madagascar 2. We had some time to kill after we’d gotten some lunch (primary rule of family outings: eat first, hungry children are the devil’s playthings) and before our showing started, so we decided to kill some time in the mall.

One of the shops we popped into was an American Greetings outlet. We spent about twenty minutes in there because Luke could not be pulled away from the big rack of 2008 collectible Christmas ornaments. Specifically, the Model T ornament, the “antique console-style television that shows the Andy Griffith Show on the screen and whistles the theme song when you press the button” ornament, the Union Pacific vintage aerotrain ornament, the John Deere tractor ornament…you get the idea. This isn’t the first time I’ve suspected that my son was born in the wrong era: he has an ardent passion for gadgets and vehicles built during the first half of the 20th century.

Sadly I could not afford to buy any of them for him — the matinee movie and lunch at Souplantation were our big splurge for the week, because we’re high rollers that way — and eventually we got him out of there.

After the movie (which was hilarious) we did some grocery shopping. Our last stop of the night was at Henry’s, one of those save-the-planet whole foods stores. We were in the dairy aisle when suddenly Luke’s eyes lit up and he pointed to something up high on the wall. “I want one of those!” he announced in tones of suppressed excitement.

I looked where he was pointing, and saw this:

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“You want…a dollhouse?” I asked uncertainly.

“It’s not a dollhouse,” he said, sounding mightily affronted. “It’s a playset. And also I want a Model T that’s the right size for the garage, and a little TV. And a fireplace.”

“I…um…” Possibly I could afford to get him these things for Christmas, in addition to the Satisfactorily Manly microscope and pocketwatch he’d already requested. But…well, I’m not proud of this, but…my brain was seizing up at the thought of what would happen if word got out that I had bought my eight-year-old son a dollhouse for Christmas.

It must have shown on my face, because Luke’s own expression lost some of its self-assurance. “It’s a playset,” he repeated, but he didn’t sound as sure of it this time. “Except…I guess that one does look a little bit like a dollhouse. I want a playset that doesn’t look like a dollhouse. With a TV and a fireplace and a Model T.”

Well then.

Yesterday while the kids were visiting their dad I was surfing the net, searching for the manliest dollhouse — er, playset — I could find.

Turns out there really are some fine manly dollhouses out there. This one’s nice:

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It’s also $250. Apparently you pay extra for the manliness, because pretty much every “playset” that isn’t made of pink plastic costs upwards of $80. Which didn’t seem like a lot last Christmas when the bucketfuls of money were still coming to this address, but now it sounds like a big damn chunk of cash. And naturally they don’t come STANDARD with Model T’s and fireplaces and televisions, so THAT’S going to be another limb. Why can’t he just be into Pokemon like all the other eight-year-olds?

Elizabeth has asked me for exactly one thing for Christmas: a metal detector. She is SO OVER the whole budgeting thing, and wants to use her metal detector to find loose change wherever she goes so that she can return to the good old days when she actually got to buy stuff from time to time.

Ah, the heartwarming spirit of Christmas.

Can you feel it?

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